Bummed

I'm kinda bummed out right now. Every week of working (so far away) gets harder and harder. During the week I only get 30 mins with char in the morning and 1-1 1/2 hrs with char at night each day. I get 2 hrs in the car each day but I won't count that as quality time.
Luckily I have every other Friday off and all weekend with her but I still get sad on Sunday knowing it all starts up again Monday:(
My mom (who babysits char) is at the beach this week so Helen is watching Char. She is picking her up tomorrow morning and taking her to savannah til Wednesday. When I rocked her to sleep tonight I didn't want to put her down because I won't see her for 3 days. I'm hoping she wakes up early so I see her before work.
I'm sad but I'm trying to stay positive. I believe we have trials in our lives and face difficult times for a reason.... Right?
I hope this will be one of those things I'll look back on and see Gods plan.

Good night all.
Sorry for being Debbie Downer

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